I Am Riddle To Be Solve Myself Just Figuring Out Answer.

"Put me as a sign on your heart, as a sign on your arm; love is strong as death, and wrath bitter as the underworld: its coals are coals of fire; violent are its flames." "A relationship is like a train. If one passes, then the next one will come. I'm sure and if you get off the train, you'll realize that everything is the same."

Saturday, December 31, 2005

A New Day Begins

With each new sun
Comes a brand new start,
A place to begin again
With a fresh and wholesome heart.

Past mistakes made
Die with the setting sun,
As the morning sun rises
A new chance has begun.

To rectify your wrongs
And begin once again,
To wipe the slate clean
Ask forgiveness for old sins.

Wake each day with a lighter heart
Face your morning with a smile,
Your future's filled with hope
Forget old hurts for a while.

What's past is past
And can't be undone,
Today's a brand new day
Forgiveness has begun.

Repeat these words to yourself
"Today I start my life anew,
The past lies behind closed doors
And I'll start by loving you.

No more anger no more hurt
We fix what we cant forget,
Each day we fill with love
We've no more time for regret."

Don't take this day for granted
Once it's gone it's gone,
A rebirth of love
Should come with every dawn

New Year's Blessings

Let's get out the party hats;
And maybe some champagne.
For it's now that time of year for us:
To bring a new year in again.
I wish for you many good things;
In the up and coming New Year.
May you be surrounded by those;
That you always hold so dear.
May all good things come your way;
In health and happiness too.
For nothing but the best should go;
To someone as nice as you.
So, I wish you many blessings;
In this New Year, as it unfolds.
And nothing but good things for you;
In whatever this New Year holds.

Sunday, December 25, 2005

A Love to Never Die (soulmates)

I promise to love you for the rest of my life
a love to never die
we are one no longer two
since I fell in love with you
I pledge my love, my life,
for all of eternity
our hearts sing the same melody
you are the only one I'll ever need
our souls are bound in complete unity
you are the one He brought to me
I love you always until my very last breath
without you I know I'll only know death
my love is here to stay
and only for you to embrace
I see everything I need right before my face
and an unexplainable feeling I cannot say
I will always feel this certain way
a love to never die
two lives that entertwine
until the very end of time
new lives together we will start
you are the owner of my very heart

A Glimpse

I look into your eyes
And I follow your soul.
It takes me to a place
Where I feel safe and whole.

The place is your heart,
So warm and sincere.
There's a sign hanging on it,
"Always open,my dear."

So I step in further
To enjoy the view
Of this beautiful paradise
That is part of you.

There's a stream running through it
'Full and flowing with love.
I want to run and jump right in
'For I don't need a shove.

The current,it caresses me.
It gives me a great sensation.
I could easily drown in this pool of bliss
Without any hesitation.

As I look above me,
I notice a bending tree.
The long finger-like branches
Are reaching out to me.

I grab ahold of it
And pull myself in.
The wood feels strangely soft.
It's almost like skin.

"I grow in the soil of compassion."
The tree then tried to explain."
It's what makes me strong inside
And,yet,gives me my fleshy grain.

"The stream that you swam in,lady,
Was created by silent tears
Wept by a man in search of a love
He's needed all these years."

"Could I be that love,the one that he needs?"
I anxiously asked of the tree.
"Who knows,maybe next time,when you return
Your initials are carved on me."

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Like Leaves

Winter
Tiny buds filled with life’s promise
Cling tightly to their tree.
Around them chilly snowflakes fall,
yet they are safe from freeze.

Springtime
Sunlight is irresistible.
Bright spots of green burst forth.
Pink blossoms are their new playmates
As life they do explore.

Summer
With supple stems and glowing skin
Into the green they blend.
Paying no attention to time,
Into the wind they bend.

Autumn
Cool nights, sunlight is most welcome.
Green now turns to yellow,
burnished crimson or pumpkin orange
Bodies become brittle.

Indian Summer
As they skitter across the streets
Leaves rejoice with learned reason.
Above them tiny buds are born
For all things, there is a season.

Love - appreciate it's inevitable seasons.

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Never Lose Hope

Life is full of mysteries
Not knowing whats in store
You wonder if its a friendship
Or maybe something more

Dreaming is believeing
Keeping hope inside your heart
If you ask god to love you
You will never fall apart

But when you start to question
Will you ever be in love
Its something no one can give you
Its whats sent from above

Keep the faith alive
And dont ever lose hope
For that special someone
Could be tossing you that rope

The Silence Made No Sense

Communication is that part
That seems to be broken
I still have many thoughts
Since you had last spoken

Communication breakdown
You said was momentary
Yet it has broken that link
That connected you and me

Communication is my need
Why am I left in suspense
Momentary lasted months
The silence made no sense

Communication is the point
The issue of which I speak
While you gave me strength
It appears you became weak

Communication gives clarity
It does become necessary
What are you holding back
I still hope you could tell me

Communication is to convey
It should never be too late
Break down those barriers
We do need to communicate

You Will Always Be Special

I know you don't care about me anymore,
I know you have found someone else,
To replace me in your heart.
I know you have lost all
The feelings you had for me.
What I don't know is how
To take you out of my heart and life.

The pain I feel when I think about you,
And the wonderful times we had together.
The pain I feel everytime
I read those messages you used to give me.
The pain I feel when I see
All those small gifts you used to give me.
The pain I feel is so unbearable.

You came into my life and made me whole,
You came and filled a space I never knew existed.
I never knew I had an empty space in my life.
I never knew there was such a thing called friendship,
But you came and gave me that friendship.

Now how can you be so cruel to my heart,
How can you break my heart like this,
How can you introduce such a thing to me,
Then take it away from me with such cruelty.
Really how can you give me all the love and friendship
Then take it away again.

The one thing I realize and know
Is that I cannot control your life.
You have your life that you have to live.
I cannot force you into a friendship you need.
I cannot offer glitz and glammor,
But I can only offer you my free love and friendship.
And my love and friendship for you is piceless.

I accept that you no longer care for me,
It is said that if you love someone, set them free,
If they come back, then be sure that you belong together,
But if they don't then you were never meant to be.
I have decided to set you free,
Should you decide to come back,
I will accept you, but if you don't
I will accept that too with a brken and bleeding heart.

I want you to know that I will always care,
You will always have a place in my heart.
I will never forget you and the times we had together.
You were my only friend and I will treasure our friendship.
To me it was friendship, I don't know about you.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Poetic Resignation

The name is good, the brand is big
But the work I do is that of a pig
The work or the brand; what is my way?
I don't know if I should stay.

To work, they have set their own way
Nobody will care to hear what I say
My will be NULL, they wont change their way
I don't know if I should stay.

The project is in a critical stage
But to do good work, this is the age
This dilemma is killing me day by day
I don't know if I should stay.

The money is good, the place is great
But the development is at a very small rate
Should I go for the work, or wait for pay
I don't know if I should stay!

The managers don't know what they talk
The team doesn't know where they walk
That's a bad situation, what say?
I don't know if I should stay.

I can go to any other place
But what if I get the same disgrace
I can't keep switching day by day
I don't know if I should stay.

The -ves are more, the +ves are less
Then why have this unnecessary mess
No more will I walk their way,
It's all done, I won't stay.

Thanks & Regards
Employee


Manager Response

Reply: What I want to say? (Manager)

The decision is good or decision is bad
Only God knows still I am glad
Keep moving in life that is what I can say

If you feel right go in the same way
May god give you the work, the challenge you want
Anyway there is always a second chance
Chances are there, grab them snatch them
That is what I can say

Keep on jumping companies to get more and more and more....
That will keep you always a fore (Even to me)
From my experience I can tell you
Being in software development is like taking hell out of you
You are frustrated since you have no quality work
And you were frustrated because you had quantity work

It's always like that previous job was better than the current one
And expects the new job will be much better than this one
But what you get is a frustration level up to sun
Than you will again send the resignation like this one
This is all what I want to say

Have you completed all the formalities?
Filled the form and got it signed from department humanities (HR)
Once done you can take all your cash
But don't refer others as they will follow you're a*s.
At last I appreciate your contribution to the company
Even though there was not any....

You will keep a copy of this with you for FYI
Don't feel shy
As I also got it some time back from my old manger say Hi....
That is all what I want to say.

Friday, December 09, 2005

Judging
Who are you to judge me
For being the way that I am
Judge me for the courage that I have
But not for the color of my skin
Judging people can be very hurtful
or very rude
Don't judge me because of my look
But judge me for my intelligent peace of mind
If you are going to judge me do it the right way not the wrong way
But you don't know me
Why did you judge me for being who I am
Judge me by watching the character and patient person that I am
Not by what you think you know
Judge me for me
Judge me and don't know me is a d*** shame
Who are you to judge me for being free

Mine
My life is my sword
Gleaming in the sun
My love is my shield
Waiting to protect me
My parents are my reason
Battle following them everywhere
My friends are my armor
Forever there for me
My enemys are my battles
Waiting to be fought
God is my biggest apposer
The only one who can beat me

On The Edge

On the edge of a dream
Can't see what's ahead
Could be in heaven,
Could be dead

An image forms,
I can see your face
I reach out to touch it,
But find cold empty space

I scream your name,
Only echoes reply
It's painfully clear,
But I don't want it to die

Don't know how,
I came to this place
For every corner I turn,
I see your face

Then suddenly,I realize
Your feelings are true
Hopefully that will help me
Find my way back to you


The Obsession

Betrayal is my enemy
Your anger knows no bounds.
Over and over in my head
I tried to make sense of what
Was not within reason.
What horrible act could have
Caused you to behave
With such cunning cruelty
Such sly subtlety
Celebrating each wound
Delivered?
The conclusion came to me
Washed over me like a
Pounding wave, drenching me
With bitterness and despair
There was no reason for
The punishment you delivered,
An endless supply of malice
Because an obsession
Is never rational
Does not include love, no
Especially when weaknesses
Are exploited and private
Moments exposed without
Permission.
I sit alone and ponder
How I will ever forgive
Your inhumanity, and
Most of all, I am angered
That my value of forgiveness
Divine, turn the other cheek -
You robbed me of this
Along with my innocence and
Trust and faith, even hope.
Weary, I get just a little lift
I say, someone like this
Will not rob me of my soul
For I will struggle to accept,
Determined to forgive,
Knowing that you deserve my pity
As you cannot be happy,
No, these are the actions
Of someone who wrestles
With The Darkness,
A battle right now he cannot
Win......

Thursday, December 01, 2005

THANK YOU

Thank You, The way you bless my life
Thank You, The way you guide me the path
Thank You, For showing the world from your eyes,
Thank You, You make my queries solve,
Thank You, The way you teach me how to walk?
Thank You, You guide the basic of life,
Thank You, To make me realize difference what’s rite & wrong,
Thank You, For holding my hands,
Thank You, For being my special friend,
Thank You, You choose me to be your family member,
Thank You, You to give me such a respect,
Thank You, Without you my life was incomplete aim,
Thank You, For being my secret sharing friend,
Thank You, You are also with me whenever I need you,
Thank You, For being part of my shadow,
Thank You, You always walk ahead to guide me but not to lead me,
Thank You, I owe you such obliged,
Thank You, You make my world wonders,
Thank You, Due to you, I am too confident,
Thank You, For correcting my mistakes,
Thank You, For encouraging me,
Thank You, For make me believe you leave me ever,
Thank You, For being my guardian,
Thank You, For giving me shelter in my tough time,
Thank You, For sharing my happy and sad time with you,
Thank You, For curing my illness,
Thank You, For loving me more than anyone,
Thank You, You never making realize that I am stranger to you,
Thank You, You are the first who I want to see whenever I open my eyes,
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, Thank You,
Thank You,I really don’t have words for you Moula Baapa,
What you mean to me? What is my existence without you,
I wish you always sheltered me with your blessing,(Ameen)
Thank You, again and again I don’t have words to “Thank” either.